Our first assignment is to capture 48 images in 24 hours. My initial response was, "Hey, no problem. I can get 48 in one hour, let alone 24." I am finding that, in practical application, it is another thing entirely to stretch that one hour out into twenty-four.
Not only this, but this assignment is an exercise in intimacy and risk. It is a documentation of my life, and it requires that I -gasp- take my camera out of its lovely controlled setting. It's not my precious baby that I need to protect and keep in its wrapping. It is a tool. I should take care of it, but not freak out about the notion of taking it to the grocery store. Besides, I live in a nice enough environment these days that I don't have to worry about getting a knife in the kidney so someone can rip it off of my neck.
I keep taking pictures and being unhappy with them. I can't believe how reliant I've become on my programmed mode. I keep telling myself I'll start the 48 with the next one, no, the next one, no, the next one. All blurry. Too dark. Too bright. White balance is off. Etc.
Well. I made myself stick to it. Around 5 this evening I took the first in the series. They're not pretty, but they're real. An escape from the idyllic and a venture into the mundane. There was more I wanted to say, but I've got a monstrous stomach ache, so it can wait.