My body has forced me to come to a few realizations. Having spent almost six months of the past year practically bed ridden, I cannot simply leap back into the swing of things. No four hour long trail rides. No two hour long workouts. No getting up at 6am, chasing kids and animals around all day, working for four hours, and then going to bed at 2am. This is more than a little unfortunate. I -had- thought that I was taking it easy, but then I hurt my back and got the stomach flu. These things do not combine well. My doctor is now monitoring me closely. I have to count my calories, log my sleep, not work out for more than twenty minutes three times a week, not ride on the trails for more than an hour, no racing at full-tilt gallops.
I want my life back. I want to go dance in the rain and walk through the city on fun field trips. I want healthy lungs and racing my wife up the roller coaster hills. Instead I'm stuck spending my time trying to stay warm and dry, and taking pictures of flowers. Well, other things too, but the flowers part amused me. Sigh.

flower nookie
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overhead flourescent . 50mm 1.8 1/125 . 1600ISO